Decisions

So I was thinking about it this weekend and I just don't know how much more stress that infertility brings I can take. We are taking a 3 month break, and then we are going to try 3 more times. I can't bring myself to keep trying if after 6 procedures nothing has happened. Once we hit our 6th procedure, our chances of getting pregnant never increase anyways. So if we aren't pregnant by August, we're going to move onto something else, I just don't know what yet. Hopefully we won't have to move onto anything else, but who knows what will happen.

Once again, not pregnant. I haven't cried yet, but I doubt I will. I was expecting it because really, what else would the result be? We're taking a 3 month break from treatment because we are traveling at Christmas and I don't want to be in my 3rd trimester. So yea, kinda just numb right now and feeling down about the whole thing.